SOMETIMES

     24/04/2019 19:49

Sometimes I feel, see, sense, smell the presence of my departed love. It's so real. It's so bittersweet. It's so wonderful. It makes me feel so desperately alone and so incredibly united at the same time. Almost 2 years... I can't remember a day since u moved on.

WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU

     02/10/2018 17:04

A second birthday comes around since you moved into another paradigm. Though raw and wobbly, I also feel steady. I feel you lift the breeze that I might learn to fly again. Happy Birthday Habibi. xxx

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE HELLO

     03/09/2018 18:06

Wie viel Verlust kann man in so kurzer Zeit verkraften? Es scheint, dass alle Menschen, die ich liebe, im letzten Jahr gestorben sind. Jetzt hat mein geliebter Hund Rufus, die treueste und liebevollste Seele, die Regenbogenbrücke überquert. Aber ich muss mich an alles erinnern, was er mir beigebracht hat. Es geht nicht um Abschiede. Es geht immer um das Hallo.

THE LAST MAN ON EARTH

     23/04/2018 17:29

We all have those times when we feel totally and utterly alone. Sometimes through loss, grief or through not being amongst those with which we resonate. Yes, this poem is essentially about loss, but also of trust in the new beginnings that lay ahead. Society often looks down on the side of one acknowledging ones loneliness as being "self-indulgent" or "negative". I disagree. It's a feeling that we all have either in the background or right in the centre of our lives at various times. And one that needs to be worked through, not ignored. For whatever reason, we all feel sometimes like we are the last one on Earth.

I'll BE JUST FINE

     02/04/2018 20:47

A month shy of a year since my beloved transcended, and 13 years to the day since we first made love, this poem flowed out of me with tears, and for the first time, a glimmer of hope for the future.